Has been Through
Where i should start?
i guess this is suppose to be the greeting part, a hello. But i think i can't really say that since we have never even said any goodbye yet.
so, how have you been? you know, besides looking fine and unaffected by the fact that we are slowly becoming strangers and that you are drifting away.
it's been quite a while since we last spoke. I don't know about you, but that's definitely more than enough to consume a piece of my mind each and every day.
it really felt like yesterday since we last joked about your funny haircut. Or that time when you were kind enough to help me carry my loaded stuff.
doesn't any of those really mattered to you? Because i can totally list out every single moment we had and you would still be acting like nothing ever happened.
you had no idea how much it took for me to not say that i miss you. The old goofy, foolish, silly you that I used to know.
the one who would always ask for my opinions, the one whom i shared lame humor with, the one who could be annoying and hilarious at the same time.
i once thought that things could still be the same for both of us, or at least for me. so i waited and waited, but it's no different.
you still left. without any explanation, and not even a single goodbye.
just like the moon and the sun, we both are high up on the same sky but never once united. Because you, starring as the sun, had already gone away by the time the moon arrived.
but despite it all, i still need to thank you, for your genuine smiles, our deep eye contacts, and those random conversations. it was simply memorable, thank you.
to the boy who once used to be the centre of my universe,
do know that a big portion of you still sits here somewhere in my memories, unfinished; adored and missed.
-12.c.16.I // 6'6'18 from 11:11 Quotes.
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